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[26 Jun 2009|09:33pm] |
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michael jackson died on MY birthday.!!!! yes!
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[15 Oct 2007|10:53pm] |
allie was put to sleep today. i miss her so much already. she was not doing good at all last night and this morning and it was heartbreaking. i dont know what to do. i want to just see her in my room and meow obnoxiously loud when i come home. i loved her so much. i'm happy that she is not suffering anymore though and she was for a while. i cant help but cry everytime i think of it. she was like my little sister or something. i've had her ever since i was a little baby. but i guess it was her time. i feel like shit. i love her so much. they are creamating her and burying her outside my window. :( i miss her badly. sister is getting me a kitten but not until i recover, and it will be in no way replacing my little baby. she'll always be my favorite allie.
rest in peace my baby<33333
8/16/89-10/15/07
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[25 Jun 2007|12:41pm] |
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yay i'm legal! i won a dollar, me and my sister saved a turtles life, and i'm having a party with good food and good people. : )
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[07 Apr 2007|09:03pm] |
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i really like amy winehouse.
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[11 Oct 2006|04:15pm] |
i miss this the most.
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[04 Sep 2006|10:56am] |
"we jump the ice cold day, a perfect ride
with jealousy and desire watching from the sides.
the infinite four dying inside
full of thoughts, questions, and racing minds.
they drive, nonstop. they drive, nonstop.
through pain, injury, suffering, and love: they drive, nonstop.
they skip the goods and rocks with pennies and tracks
passing them by. they all fail and fail by design.
two feet and a ticket buy them time.
they hobble and walk and drive, just drive.
absorbed, completely absorbed. they fly.
they hope, they pray, they crave to fly.
she holds, he holds, they hold so tight.
they stare, they glance to catch the eyes.
they drive, just drive with a hope to fly.
through pain, injury, suffering, and love:
they drive, just drive.
the punch of the bass drum
keeps her fragile limbs in time
she moves but only the sound
of the snare can move her hips side to side
"they're lying down; its rain for us.
carry his sound, he better make you melt."
he writes metaphorically, yet persuasively
his voice slash song is enough to draw her near.
calm and easy, entirely normal but with feeling
"he always finds the ways to move me."
the high notes bring the chills.
a perfect taste of his touch.
and the touch alone will make her scream.
the farthest nail on one hand, all up her arm.
then across her chest without the expected perverted pause.
the forbidden zones have never been breached with this degree of permission.
to the second arm he continues, touching every last bit.
at a constant pace; patiently he covers her whole.
they lay in harmony and the quiet has never been so loud.
absolutely no words are spoken and the intimacy,
the intimacy reveals love making of the finest.
we are the finest and the flawless. we are the best.
we are the hopeful, the searching, we...
we are the best."
this. i always wish that you could take the feelings you used to have and bring them back, and everything was how it used to be. i miss that. and i wish i understood then.
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[19 Aug 2006|02:49pm] |
1. textiles- petrovitz
2. govt (12)-mullen. econ (34) troccia
3.gym (bdf)-berg (2). ace studyhall
4. eng- hubert (12) eng- bowles (34)
5. ceramics
6. dropping this class
7. gym (34) moshier, but im changing this to my studyhall 3rd per.
so far, i have every single class with nicolette. siiiiiiick
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[29 May 2006|10:15pm] |
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i dont understand how something like this can effect me so much.
it makes me understand so much more and how things can happen and effect your life so much. you never think something so bad would actuall happen to you but it can. it prepares you for things that will happen later. it happens to all of us. no matter how old we are, no matter how nice we are, no matter what we do for people, or how many people actually like you. or how many friends you have. to the best of us and the worst of us. everyone dies. everyone. and it's hard for the ones who have survived.
hold whoever you love the most close to you because you really dont know what is going to happen within hours, days, weeks, or months. you never know. just live in the moment. dont hold grudges and just be happy. but even being the happiest person all the time, being so nice to everyone and just being so genuine, doesnt mean you will live forever.
and its werid when you barely know someone. its feels like its so much better that way though. she used to walk past me in gym class and say hi to me. she was always happy, always. she made everyone happy. i remember watching her hug everyone.
rest in peace heather.
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[01 Apr 2006|05:38pm] |
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hi. i am avaliable for a girlfriend and/or a friend postion. if anyone wants me you can have me. i'll give you want you want.
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[15 Jan 2006|12:31am] |
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i dont even know aht im doing home right now. i wish i wasnt but its snowying alot and like jeff got me and sam did and he was bengo so mena.but i i dont know. whatever bye
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[03 Jan 2006|06:37pm] |
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my dad is probably taking the computer away. man, im excited..
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[09 Dec 2005|02:55pm] |
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today was wonderful. it snowed like a foot. and had a snow day. i immeditaly went to nicolettes and we played and rolled down hills and went to the cult. we walked all the way to dunkin threw the field at the cult. its hard to walk threw.
she blew bubbles in coffee. and we made a huge puddle around the table.
then we went home and watched charlottes web.
amy is coming over later and were gonna make snowflakes out of paper and put glitter on them!!!! my mom is decorating and i love it. the tree is up and stuff. eeeee. this is fun. and the cityyyyyyyyyy tomarrow!!!! woo!!! : )
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[03 Dec 2005|09:21pm] |
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i hope im under your tire soon. i hate 21 yr old girls.
today i did nothing, i mean what else would i do on a saturday. btw, i dont understand why people get so mad at my top 8. you should feel honored, but i dont know. i want you dead also.
OH. lets just thank shannon for getting me taco bell today. omg i love her. i saw something in my kitchen tonight that i never want to see again. look for ticks my ass. HAHAHAHAHHAAH. okay.
i made coffee. and jesse is making dinner for me and sam i guess. it smells good.
today was a very good internet day. i enjoyed it. thank you. HAHAHAHAHAHA I NEED TO DIE IM WORTHLESS.
bye.
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[29 Nov 2005|05:06pm] |
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i just decided.
friends only.
so add me, and ill add you if i like you.
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[27 Nov 2005|05:52pm] |
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um. i have to learn how to go to sleep at a decent time.
this was a really bad break. i need alcohol in my system.
today i went to my grandmas cause i havnt seen her in like 6 months, and she like broke her back or something. she made me wrap presents. then we went to our property and my mom planted bulbs. then i had chinese food.
i hate sundays.
happy birthday alex!
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[27 Nov 2005|01:51am] |
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um. today i got my hair done. then i played with gina. we went to dunkin. then stop and shop. and for $8 got mashed potatoes, lettuse, a $1 of baby huey, sauce, and uh. idr. THENNN we made dinner and it was real cute. nice noodles with some sauce and mashed potatoes and a salad. it was healthy and were not used to that. then i went home and got bored games. play scatergories, and then, WHATITSSTSZ. or something probaby for adults or something. then monopoly for fucking 4 hours. we didnt even finish. then my dad picked me up drunk and it was fun. end of my story.
OH AND OH MY LORD. alex and alison came and said hi because we couldnt go and play with them because im not 17, and big old alex is. too bad.
oh and duh, we made brownies. and gina went fucking crazy and i, i dont even know. it was crazy.
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